yargh. 

Photo by Vankuso (D.Starosz)

Life has been comme ci, comme ça lately. Lately, I just don't care about anything. School especially. I really just don't care about anything. It sort of gave me more freedom though. I do whatever I want to and I don't give a shit. I get ASC which fucks me up even more. Maybe it's the energy level, I don't know. That's it, I just don't know.

I feel like I'm being pulled down all the time, having a weight on my back. Guilty conscious? If only I had feelings; then I'd be normal or at least sub-par. 

I rarely talk about myself in my blog and it's about time I do. Depression has really messed up my concentration level. I haven't done any real coding in a long time. I can't bring myself to it. It's difficult.

As with most of my newer blog posts, they contain a picture that [sometimes] symbolizes my post. This one sums it up.

 

Coding has come to stand-still. I was planning on working a wee bit on Sysode, but never got around to it. I'd like to switch the backend to SQLite, instead of PTB.

 

I have a total of 7 servers,  4 of which are unused so far. I'm not too sure what I want to do with them. I'd like to transform one into a database server, but I'll still be left with 3 unused servers :s

Maybe it's time I quit blogging for a bit, and try to work on life?

 

Anyways, I'd like to finish this blog entry with a quote from Futurama:

When you do things right, people won't be sure you've done anything at all.